Deep Blue Sea

Yeah, right ..... I dream abt Yemen, but I can just settle for a local trip as at now. Well, it's not a cheap trip though it's a domestic trip, blame it on my good taste on the accomodation .

So, I will be having 4 days holidays in beginning of May ..... and finally make my Kelantan trip a reality, confirmed the accomodation and the flight tickets this evening ...... my accomodation agent is such a "relax" guy, said he'll reply my email tomorrow, and I hv to make him to confirm using the SMS cause I hv to grab those promo tickets from MAS ASAP.

Thought that I will be renting the bicycle, and travel around the Kota Bahru city ...... but with the hot weather these days, I am a bit worry. And of coz the bicycling skills , I hvn't did any biking for years .

And initially thinking of taking the Jungle Train on my way back ...... but since I want to meet with my good frenz, SY, which is on her way to PG on 1st May ...... Jungle Train need to wait for next round . But can't wait too long though, who knows with the illegal logging, the train which is suppose to travel into the jungle, might travel into the bare land in future .

Kelantan, here I come .

Was glad that to know that Elizabeth Wong had decided to retain her posts, because basically she has done NO wrong .

Sex is just as important as food to human being, and it's shld be no one's business except for you and your partner. Malaysia politics tricks just turn it into the most ugliest and ridiculous scandal after the Anwar sodomy case in 1998.

Unlike in 1998, where most of the ppl keep silence on the unfair treatment on Anwar, nowadays, ppl stood up for Elizabeth Wong ...... and stood up for justice too. Insya allah, with the bright mind of the ppl, let's push for a bright political environment.

打从娘胎开始，我想我就懂得相知相爱的感觉。 刁蛮的小妹，贴心的女儿，坏坏的姑姑 。。。。。。 这全是我小时候给哥哥们，父母，侄女们的印象 ， 可是大家还是和平相处，因为都是一家人 。

长大过程中，添加了朋友之间的相知相爱，那时人生中对爱最初的选择。 选择了志同道和，臭味相投的朋友分享成长的喜怒哀乐 。

感情上的相知相爱，好像都逊了点 。。。。。。可是事出必有因，我把个案从整，大略明白了自己所需，也释然了 。 遇上你，相知了，坦然相爱了，原来我们还可完整的，好好的，共同遥望星空。

感谢了，这许多的爱 。

Well, that pretty much summarise up my Sat night .

So, the bunch of us travel to PG island last evening, to attend my ex colleague wedding dinner at the Han Chiang School hall. The 1st time for me to attend an Indian style wedding dinner (show that how un-muhibbah I'm all this while ).

To my delight, we're not ask to wait for 1 hour until the couple show up, then only we're allow to start the dinner ...... we can start eating at exactly the time stated in the invitation card, though there's no sight of the couple yet . It's a buffet style, so we happily help ourself with the well cooked curry mutton and chicken, though the mutton is a bit too spicy for me ....... but I'm a happy man with food in stomach .

The guets are getting more and more later that evening, and we quickly made our move to the "chamber" on the stage to congratulate the couple, quite chaotic as everyone is mobbing for the couple. And hv my right foot toes stepped by my colleague , thank God that I didn't spilled out the mutton becoz of the pain (again, I can't stand pain).

Next, we move to enjoy the Sat night, by watching the movie "He's Just Not That Into You" ....... suprisingly the cineplex is packed with audiences, guess it shld be a nice one. The show is quite entertaining, and didn't expect Scarlett Johnson is so curvy ...... still remember her as the teenager in the movie "The Horse Whisperer". Guess the movie just let each of the audiences remind of their own experience, at least for me .

And then, came the highlight of the night, the scare ....... when we reached the parking paying machine, our driver realised that his wallet is no longer with him . There we go, 4 system analysts start analyse the situation (hv to restart my brain at midnight ). We checked the car, cineplex, toilet, trash bin ..... still were dissapointed. Nothing much to do, and so my friend logged the report with the cinema staff, hoping they hv found it right after the show (explain why my friend cudn't find it when he's escorted by the staff), or later when the other show is over.

Raining, slow traffic on the way back ...... I do the web browsing using the driver's iphone (commercial time, iphone is the DARLING, love it so much ), providing the bank's phone number, so my frenz can quickly cancel all his credit card, ATM card. Happened that 3 out of 5 of us, has the experience of missing the wallet (due to diff reasons), so my frenz is very well guided to do what he suppose to do . Touch wood, I hope I won't need that piece of advice though .

Luckily, when I crawl up from the bed at 10am today, got his msg, the wallet is found in the cineplex ...... the cinema staff did a quick cleaning work, found it before we re-enter to check, thanks to them .

And yes, we will pay extra attention to this frenz when we go for next movie then ....... and looking forward for another injury-free other's culture occassion .

This is what I felt abt our 1st aid training instructor, Mr Lim.

So, I made a little escape from the routine works by taking the Basic 1st aid & CPR training course which is offered by the company. Quickly jump on the opportunity as it's only happening now since I have been working here for 2.5 years.

Lim is a living successful example of the CPR. He collapsed on the stage during the Red Crescent annual parade in 2005, not having any symptoms before the collapse. 2 doctors immediately perform the CPR for him, ambulance is already well parking there due to the parade ...... and the PG General Hospital just the next street. I suppose not even an OT patient will have so many paramedics stand by for him .

I guess there must be a reason why he's hitting such a big jackpot ..... someone up there love him a bit more, becoz he's worth it .

越活越窝囊，还是越谨慎，还是越来越怀疑自己的复原能力 。。。。。。 只晓得我的沉默把自己弄得越来越死气沉沉。

你问我：你的梦想呢 ？

我无言以对，反反覆覆入睡，天亮前，梦见去海边，指着远边的小船，问表哥，我们可要游过去 ？ 回到一间房子，忘了身边有着谁，只记得一个访客来到后，原来那房子是我在另一世界的栖身处 。。。。 梦里的我，去世了，却以为自己还活着 。

现实的我，还活着，却觉得内心枯死了 。。。。。

独自驱车，在那热带雨林，十八尺高度下，向下望着那激流，那抚慰我灵魂的流水声 。。。

你说你也不晓得你所要的 。。。。。 我想那是因为我们都还没得到自己想要的吧。 我想活着，那就是我要的。